More thinspo!

Going my way :)

So things are going great I am just cosistently losing like 100 to 500gms a day :) I can't take photos at the moment though my camera is not working but as soon as I can I will put some up. I am so excited I love it when things start to go exactly how you want them to :) I have a million job options, I'm losing weight, I feel great. Its so awesome. Now we just need to move house and things will be perfect. Our flatmates really know how to screw things up for us, they are consistently breaking our stuff, and leaving huge smelly messes everywhere GROSS!!!! Lesbians are not suppossed to be messy disgusting people, are they?

Today! I love Victoria Beckham!

Well today is going great! I put on a size small! Nothing wrong with fitting into a small :) Extra Small would be nice but I will get there. I had a really bad luch of fish n chips but I have not eaten anything else all day so i am definitely happy with that. My weight and measurements are slowly going down, I will be posting more photos of my progress on Friday this week. I just haven't had a day to myself in the last 2 weeks so I haven't had a chance to really do anything on here.

Todays thinspo!

COFFEE!!!

So I am living on fruit, veges and coffee love it! My stomach has never been so flat lol :) Now hopefully I can stick to it, the coffee seems to be giving me my daily fix that I need so I should be great! And I am sooo full of energy YAY!!! I love that you can get massive coffees also, Starbucks I love you! The perfect lunch!

Update!

Well things haven't been going so great lately, eating alot!! Stuffing my face to be exact! Gross I feel so huge, I still seem to be looking a little thinner though which is weird, but my actual weight itself itself hasn't gone down at all! GAY!!! It is so frustrating. I went to the supermarket last night and bought fruit, fruit and more fruit so hopefully it should start happening for me now and if I want to go buy junk for lunch coffee is all I am allowed! Too easy right? Hopefully. At least I am not drinking this weekend. Pirates of the Carribean movie marathon should keep me entertained! I just wanna be thin so bad i am almost at the point where I hate going out cos' I feel embarrassed to be seen at my current size. Now that is sad!

Well here goes back to day 1! Wish me luck!

Day 9

Well yesterday was a bit harder, i was quite hungry all day, but I did not give in. I had a yoghurt, a tiny amount of roast veges and a piece of pizza for dinner. i did have a red bull after dinner though but thats alright its just liquid. When I came home I went for a 30 minute walk and man I felt good afterwards. It is so worth exercising :) It is a lot harder to stay focussed when i have got a lot of other things going on but it does make it easy to forget about food I guess. I just don't want to be really unhealthy about this weight loss, I want it to come off and stay off. Not go back on as soon as i fall of the wagon for a few days. Not that its going to happen anytime soon. Oh well off to work now :)

Day 7/8

So the last 2 days haven't been to bad. It has been quite easy to not eat a lot especially because it is the weekend and not much is happening. Yesterday we mucked around all day and then went to a friends place in the afternoon so I didn't really eat a lot most of the day. I had a yoghurt, bag of rice crackers and some enchiladas for dinner. i didn't drink or anything last night so thats a whole lotta calories that I would usually have that I didn't. I feel great to, its amazing how eating almost nothing give you a lot of energy, especially when what you do eat is pretty healthy and nothing to heavy. today was definitely a lot easier because I had to work so i didn't have before I left for work, but while I was at work I had a yoghurt and half a tin of tuna. I knew i couldn't eat a lot because we were going to my Mums for dinner and she was cooking a roast and dessert. I had a small amount of chicken and a few veges because i really wanted to eat some dessert. Thankfully it was really sweet and I could barely stomach it so today has been great food wise :)

I am going to start exercising tomorrow, I thought if I start with just walking for a while and see how my foot goes cos' man it is getting sore at the moment. I can't believe they are making me wait till may next year for my surgery what a joke!!! So I will just have to take it easy with the exercise for a while, it shoudn't matter too much at the moment it will just become a problem when I have hit a plateau and the weight stops coming off. But that is not a concern at the moment.

Well things are going great and I am over the 1 week mark, now on to week 2 time to get stricter. We just went shopping and got lots of fruit and I got some soup for dinners. that should be fine for the next week, hopefully the weight keeps coming off the way it is. :)

Day 6

So yesterday was a hard day, I was surrounded by food all day. i di really well all day as I just had a yoghurt and a cup of tea. Then we go round to my partners parents and there is mountains of food everywhere!! Sandwiches, pies, chips, dip, cheese everything. I did however only have a few grapes and a cracker but those sanwiches looked sooo good. But I didn't eat one :) Then we go to my Dads and he has made us seafood chowder for dinner and he had crackers and cheese also, good thing was I could say to him that we had eaten snacks at Andrews Mums place so I got away with a couple of mouthfuls of dinner and thats it. So yesterday consisted of a yoghurt, cup of tea, a few grapes, a cracker and 2 bottles of wine which was not good! But i did really enjoy it!

I am starting to see some real progress and I don't want to ruin it. I want to be thin soo bad that nothing can tempt me now! Size 6 here I come :)

Day 5

So my current measurements are

Height: 168cm

Weight: 78kg

Bust: 81cm

Waist: 78.5cm

Hips: 100cm

Butt: 106cm

Thighs: 62cm

Definitely a small loss, however it is amazing how much water weight you carry round because it sure doesn't look like I have lost 4 kgs, maybe 1 but definitely not 4! Oh well I am not going to complain a loss is a great thing and means I am getting closer to my goal every day :)

Definitely a small amount of progress I think!

My current thinspo!

Day 4

Well today went really well till tonight. I had a yoghurt and coffee and that was it I wasn't even hungry at dinner time but I had dinner anyway. A massive plate I might add. However my stomach is looking much flatter and i am definitely not needing as much food as usual YAY! I am feeling much better also, my flu is dissapearing :)

I don't really have to much to say but I will be posting some pictures tomorrow of my small amount of progress. It will be something I will be doing every Friday.

Day 3

So yesterday was awful! I currently have the flu, so I spent most of the day at home in bed. Until we have to go out to get tissues and medication and I get dragged to Burger King and have to watch my boyfriend eat it while I sit there feeling like shit and weak as I could definitely have eaten a burger!!! Good news though I didn't! I had an apple! Bad thing is though for dinner he makes me eat this massive feed! If you are sick you need to eat so you can get better faster, and he watches me until the entire plate is gone, I felt so disgusting!

Apple

Cup of Tomato Soup

Chicken

Bacon

Eggs

Definitely too much!

Day 2

Well today seems to be going better already, I tried to put jeans on and I got them up and done up :) Thank God, They are the biggest size ever and if I couldn't get them on then I am truly a little fatty. God I cannot wait till I can go and buy a tiny size 6 that would be FAB!!!!

So just get home and my flat mate comes up to me and tries to tell me she is fat! She is a size 8! Don't complain to me until you are a 10 at least! I am bigger thanyou I don't want to hear you complain. Yea you have put some weight on but talk to someone smaller!

I just ate dinner and I feel so huge! No more potatoes for me, I thought it would be really good! Salad and chicken and potatoes but now I just feel like a fat arse! Damn it and I was doing soo well. At least it was still a reasonably healthy feed so thats good. Tomorrow I will just have to eat less :)

Yoghurt

Apple

Mandarin

Kumara

Tomato Soup

Potato

Salad

Definitely needs to be even less again tomorrow!

The very disgusting begininng!

Day 1

So I get up this morning have a shower, I have my clothes picked out, go to put them on and what would you know my jeans won't get up over my ass! Gross! WTF??? I had lost 7kgs and then all of a sudden it is all back on and my jeans don't fit. Now I know I have to lose this weight I am never going to buy anything bigger than a size 12, that is just gross! I am a size 6 and I will be a size 6, I am a skinny person stuck in a fat persons body! This is not the way it is supposed to be.

So I have just sorted out my lunch for the day also, and it tsill looks like a lot of food! Mind you no carbs or anything. I think it will be best to slowly cut my food down so i can shrink my stomach and then eventually I will be eating the absolute minimum that I can. I have done it before and I will do it again. This is just not right!

So today I have eaten sooo much better and I am not even hungry. I have eaten a bit more than I wanted but really need to shrink my stomach.

Banana

Yoghurt

Mince

Apple

Mandarin

Kumara Salad

No exercise today though!

Tomorrow definitely!

I will eat less tomorrow to.

The Beginning

So it all starts tomorrow! 33kgs need to be lost! New diet rules come into pplace tomorrow and exercise will become a part of my life once again even if my doctor says i am not allowed to. i am sooo sick of being the fat one :( No one likes being the FAT friend and it is even worse when you were always the skinny friend. Always tiny, Always hot, Always fun! What the hell happened??? It is time to get my shit together!

This blog will be something that lets me express myself on the good days and the bad days. i will also keep track of everything that goes in my mouth and every bit of exercise I do. Tips and comments are always welcome. I will also be posting pictures weekly to show my progress.

Time to get started!!!